Suddenly woke with a start, falling back to empty dream, I knew that everyone was wrong, but not 6 times in a row in one night. You've already lost count of how many nights has failed to stand without tricks or warnings of his unconscious, deep dark circles have become her trademark, and remind her that every time when you feel, when you see when you look in the mirror every morning remember, remember everything clearly. Always boasted of his remarkable memory, but did not know that every night, even though I try to forget by all known methods and others who had invented, could not undo the past.
Resigned to pursue his life (as always), rose even though there were still hours to go to work, went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror to check if your dark circles were still there. It was perfectly aware that would not go anywhere and that would be the stigma until the end of days, but today was different, he realized that this time were deeper, darker and more present, almost instantly erasing all their other facial features, yet his eyes, his eyes betrayed his misery and a slight sheen talked about her guilt well aware. I did not know
to do, suicide was no longer an option, since he took the decision to continue with his life. Asking for help was no point because nobody could understand the strange situation or no one would believe and be labeled as crazy, and less thinking in solving it, just could not.
is difficult to be consistent with the past, and even accept it without knowing that it is accepting. Sad reality is the one who does not remember anything yet know, being marked and can not forget, the past makes us who we are, and therefore we are forging such as people, but how to continue accepting them without remembering the cause? How to forget that not remember what you have to remember?
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